excess angst

Hold me still as I slit my imaginary arms with toy razor blades.

As I was walking home today I finally admited to myself that I actually wish I would get hit by a car or something and end up in critical condition at the hospital, just so I could put my life back into perspective by saying stupid things like "well at least I'm still alive." Too bad, no such luck so far.

I had a shit day today. Excuse my patheticness, but I just have to shout out how everyone's getting dates but me. Don't try to argue, because I'm too self-centered to listen.

Sorry I'm being such a bitch, I'm just being carelessly angsty today. Forgive me, tomorow I might try harder.